Thursday, September 30, 2010

harry potter 6 i can't wait!

looking forward to

I'm looking forward to meeting people I don't know I'll know.
I'm looking forward to living places I don't know are there.
I'm looking forward to learning things I didn't know I didn't know.
And I'm looking forward to laughing at things I don't know are funny.
But most of all I'm looking forward to loving when I didn't know it was possible.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

There are these little beatles that come around at the same time every year in the same place in my house. They are just bland little brown things but I remember being facinated with them when I was little, I use to watch them crawl and when they got stuck or fell on their back I would turn them over and watch them continue to walk down their uneven path. I even remember once holding one and it flying up my nose, I never played with them again after that. It's strange how such little things can remind you of childhood.


It's beggining to get too hot for tea in the morning and I don't like it.

penguin classics

I have an enduring obsession with penguin classics. I spent half an hour the other day in a shop trying to decide which one to get (I ended up with a much considered three).

There is something about old novels that new ones just can't beat, I don't know if it's the language or just the fact that things are so different in the stories but I love everything about them, and I quite enjoy attempting to expand my vocabulary, just because I'm a bit of a looser.

Friday, September 24, 2010

ignorance is bliss

I wish I was a little kid again, where the most serious thing in my life is what my doll is going to wear today and where she's going to go. I miss being ignorant. And a little bit cute.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


My friend Rachel found this cute little French girl, Scampi, on youtube and I have fallen in love with her voice. She writes some amazing songs and also does some really cute covers. I hope you like her too.

Monday, September 20, 2010

rain just makes my day

Today was made up of pretty ordinary events, I half expected our plans to be ruined because of the rain but somehow it really made my day. Nothing sepcial, just catching up for a friends birthday, trying to stay warm and dry huddled under cover taking turns playing music on the dock. It's funny how time flies just talking about bullshit. I am proud to say I have some of the best friends in the world, I can't wait to fill this holidays with days like these.

Happy Birthday Ellie Deeb!

Saturday, September 18, 2010

junior staff wanted

I was out having breakfast with my family this morning at our local cafe/deli, and there was a sign in the window saying "junior staff wanted for weekends", so I did up my resume and sent it in and called the owner of the cafe to tell him I was interested but it was so scary. He was speaking in a very strange accent and I was so scared that I was going to say something wrong or not understand him and it is the most nerve racking thing. I hate applying for jobs, I just want to get one and then not have to worry about it anymore. I hope this is it! Fingers crossed, wish me luck!

Saturday, September 11, 2010

back to my little piece of hell!

I have been dredding this day. It's been two weeks since I've been at school and tomorrow I am breaking that. Not really looking forward to explaining where I've been over and over and over and over oh and over again. Goodbye "Friends" 24/7!

please don't "awkward personal update" my news feed

I hate it when people put personal things as updates on their facebooks (or otherwise networking sites). It comes up on your news feed and you're like WHOA I didn't want or need to know that. It's even worse when people put things to do with them being sad, like "FML, I hate myself" it's like cry for attention much? And then they're like "I don't want to talk about it" in the comments, and it's like... really? Then why?

Or it's even more awkward if some one puts up an update about them being mad at some one. And then your just left with that awkward feeling like you've just run in on an argument.
Leave updates to witty banters please! It's much more entertaining!

Friday, September 10, 2010

hollow nothingness

Yea just nothing. Nothing lately. And I hate it. Everything is nothing. Nothing at all. I don't know if it has something to do with the fact that I've been locked up in a house for a week, and I feel so forgotten. Like I'll go back to school and be replaced. Or people will forget to call me, or talk to me. I don't want to go back, because I know it will still mean nothing to me.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010


When I have an obsession, I get obsessed. I mean, sometimes there is nothing else I can think of until my obsession is quenched. One time I had an obsession with apple crumble and I cooked one every night for weeks. Luckily it's healthy and I actually lost weight. Yea apple crumble diet. But recently I've discovered a new way to loose weight. Have surgery. It really really works!

Back to obsessions, it's a really, really bad thing! Which is why I should never smoke, if my obsession thing is this bad I don't think I should try the most addictive thing in the world that could make me loose weight! But might kill me. So I think, for now, I'll just stick to something safe, like Friends (the 90's sit-com, not friends... sorry guys). I've been through seasons 8,9,1 and now I'm working on 2, in two weeks. Oh my life is sad.